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I am looking for a Dominant to help me persue my journey into this lifestyle. I have had two relationships with Dominants and their submissive/slave. Both did not end well, mostly because of PTSD on their end, jealousy and Dominants stretching their time incredibly thin. I am wary of females in the relationship(poly) as I have both completely unable to handle being in a relationship with me (one because i was considerably younger than her((age insecurity)) and was unable to serve my Dominant because she got upset almost every time I served and asked for me to give back my only task, and the other had suicidal tendencies because I was with her guy). I am service oriented, masochistic, and have a top side (I am a predator with primal play, and also am into dragontails, whips and canes top side. As a bottom i am into dragontails, canes, knives((i go primal on knives)) fire, ice, breath, cunt kicking, boot, cock worship, as well as others there are too many to list) I am open to negotiations to play, but I have to meet you publicly, in either a public area or at a community event. I do have a few triggers to watch for, as I have been abused, both in childhood and in a past relationship(not either of the Dominants)
I am not hugely into sexual play, as I have had partners fight over if I were to have sex with them, and when it came to me addressing I needed such, it lead to fights. Well, one side getting angry at me, anyways. So if you are interested in a sexual scene, let me know beforehand as I will have to "get in the mood" which I haven't been as of late. I am borderline a sexual. I'm not usually interested in sex until I'm in that situation(no sexual attraction to anyone, no matter how gorgeous you are(not to be confused with attraction to who you are as a person.) And I usually only feel comfortable having sex with you if I actually know you(demisexual) but once I start having sex, I really get into it(great sexual appitiete) I am not into just sex.
I am interested in the lifestyle part of being a sub. I love doing the poses, learning sub speech, and hand signals. Sir is one of my favorite words, but I don't use it lightly.
I am not into Daddy Dominants. I am not a little, and diaper play is a hard limit, as well as face slapping. Belts are a Soft limit.
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Min Ideal Person:
My ideal relationship is for one man and one woman, a dynamic with only one partner, not with the other. I tend to be attracted to strong females, and with males it's the same. I can't deal with meek people. I do well with Extroverts, okay-ish with other introverts. I don't do well with overly emotional people. It's nothing on them, it's just something I can't deal with. I communicate calmly, what my boundaries are as I find them out. And I need for both partners to have common sense.
Both are to be mature, not necessarily older. Not interested in anyone younger than me.
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