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rosaenaluin 65F
9906 posts
10/12/2018 10:07 am
Sorry, i just have to curse!


It is FFFFF -king unbelievable!

i writing with this very well educated, university teacher, bloke,
All is good.
There is some progress..

Then i feel his attention is not into it any more, somehow....
He is lacking, he is somehow distracted?
His attention span is gone....

he is doing his best, but the contact is lacking.
It has somehow got some other energy or such thing....

We are getting onto some deep stuff, at the same time....

i feel something is missing, from his side
so i retreat a bit, emotionally.. at least.....

And all of the sudden i get this mail,
He is telling me, he did have some lovely great dinner with a woman, last night!

while that fuck up was keeping me on the stand by???
WTF!!

he dare to tell me that all went really very well at that dinner date,
there really was a click, amp;
i think he means to say they really both got very, very horny!
and today he is going to take her to a sauna.....
He even explains to me, that Yes, he can act in such a spontaneous way!

I think he ment to say, his dick was itching, real bad!

A SAUNA!!!!
As a second date?
So, he just wants some pussy !

This very well educated man!
This very well educated man, told me he wants to have a slave, he wants to have a 24/7 living the life together, even when you dont life together yet...
He wants to really take the time to develop that kind of M/s, to build that amount of trust...
Negotiate it all.amp;

Untill some real hot pussy comes along.... who is instant accessibel....
Yeah, right! whambamthankyoumam!

What a terrible fuck up! lying, cheating, even before there is actual anything going on!!
Only the emotional turmoil again, and again...
Because I DO Invest IN SUCH CONTACT, EMOTIONALLY
there is no other way, for me,
I am not here to play games with peoples feelings.
I am for real!
All that turmoil! The hurt.... the feeling of being violated....

about all that lying, cheating behaviour of those loser male products of this society!

So, i just blocked him.

i am fine.

But, my god! Do i feel like i want to curse real loud and real long too!!
gonna chop up some wood! will do me good!

rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/12/2018 10:09 am


GYSGT99999 65M

10/12/2018 10:43 am

curse it all you want baby let it out


keithandrew1967 56M

10/12/2018 10:45 am

sorry there a lot of knuckle draggers like that! chop some wood and find u someone deserving!good luck


footer77 55M  
186 posts
10/12/2018 11:47 am

Build yourself a soundproof primal room in your yard. This will give you the ability to yell at the a-holes that exist out there for the sole purpose to piss us norman-abnormal kinky people off. Go in there and scream and curse at him all you want.


brummie13 68F  
24 posts
10/12/2018 1:32 pm

I have come to learn there is nothing as cathartic as cursing.
The older I get the more I let them fly.
Fuck that bastard, he doesn't deserve you.


rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/13/2018 12:54 am

SjoshProud2Serve,

Even slaves have rights!
It just what the 2 people have decided, negotiated about.
What will work for them.
People on here, who thinks slaves have no rights, have been watching too many real bad BDSM Porn, thats all
Have to get their head surgical removed from their ass!

everything should be negotiate about. everything these 2 people both find important.
You just have conversations about all and everything, explore each others mind.

If you are on the hunt, all that matters apparently to him, is her cunt!

even when you are already talking, negotiating with someone else..
all that matter is some free cunt, to them, it is
short time solution for a dick itch. instant gratification.
how shallow!
I am a slave, i am a human being, i have rights, i have a say in the negotiation.
I have a vision of how such relation should function.

slave does not equal soms punch back for some mental case!

Thanks for support,


rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/13/2018 12:55 am

GYSGT99999,

Thanks!


rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/13/2018 12:57 am

keithandrew,,
Thanks, it worked wonders! i cant even remember that blokes name!


rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/13/2018 12:58 am

Vlad,
Indeed! some cheap fast fuck meat, please!


rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/13/2018 1:05 am

footer,
great advice!

i have trouble with my neighbors already because i maintain a wild garden and feed the birds!!!!

Building such room will make them even more moronic as they already are.
They have made me, somehow THE ENEMY!

Gives them something to do, they are too young to die yet and too old to really enjoy living anymore.. making each others life a hell!
really very 'nice', "civilized" neighbors! from hell!

I just put some real loud hard rock, hard core, music on, shout with the music, so they wont hear me, but only the music.


rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/13/2018 1:07 am

brummie,
you are my kind of gal! me too! sometimes!

dont make it a habit!
before you know it you are cursing right in the middle of a store!
cant have that!


rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/13/2018 1:10 am

angie,
ugh, indeed! what a loser! wanker! moron!! etc etc!
or the worst curse word i have; what a vanilla!!!!

I'll write you back,


rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/13/2018 1:15 am

jagmeoffnow,
this is keeping all your option open.
This is stil going shopping while you are negotiating with someone else.

To me, he is the worst kind of hooker, you can imaging.
a piece of lowlife! you dont want to step on.

This is about being honest!

When i am talking with one man, i dont go shopping on the side.
i first see it there is a match with that particular man.
when that does not work out,
i am open for some new contact
NOT while i am already in some deep conversation with someone!
he is not only without respect for me, but also for himself!

i imaging this is something too deep for most on here!
Thanks for your imput.


rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/13/2018 7:20 am

Hahahaha, you might as well could be very right about that! LOL

If he just told me; oh, by the way, i am also in a conversation with an other woman, i would have wished him good luck and ended the conversation!
FFFF loser!!!
I hated when being lied to!

This was on an other site, by the way, but the same ammo, as many use on here.
Ah, never mind, just water under the bridge now!
no crying over spilled milk... and more like that!

I hope he had a real great fuck with this other woman!
shallow, soo shallow!


rosaenaluin 65F
10827 posts
10/14/2018 3:51 am

arero,

Thank you for your honesty, i really, really appreciate this.

Being honest is not something we learned at kindergarten, church, overall social life, better to tell some little white lie.. then to hurt someone,
to be straight forward, aks for courage.
BUT in the end, you end up hurting that person, and yourself, too, anyway.

BDSM means, to me, HONESTY, first and all.
Not holding things back, no little white lies.
Yes, i know!
Scary shit!

Unless you just want to play around, BUT, be freaking HONEST, about thát! TOO!

I can understand men, in general, have this short memorie, short cut fuse, about being fateful and honest,
but, once their Dicks twist.... itch... and drip... they totally lose control of that part of their brain and or body...?
bulllshit!!
you are not your penis!

I really appreciate your motto; "poverty cant buy happiness either."



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